Tuesday, 24 December 2013

graphite water and black pen work

I am back creating and experimenting new things!

Here we are !

Graphite B, uni sign pen (Japanese black pen) and water...

Hope you enjoy!

Sunday, 17 November 2013

music violin and flowers

Yesterday I went to a concert to 20th anniversary of the pizzicat' orchestra (string orchester). I heard there pavane from Fauré a french composer. I was delighted by the playing of this orchestra and some others gathered to the occasion. As I love string instruments I wanted to draw one of my favorite the violin and as you can see on the picture I am proud to say I have done it :-). I Have call it violin and flowers. It is good to paint and create with a peacefully mind ♥ and an hopeful heart.

Monday, 11 November 2013

Anger is passing. Everything is !

Some words touch deeply my heart reading one of my following blogs I needed only some words to express my reliability I took the words on this blog http://melodiesinthesand.blogspot.com that inspire me this drawing.

Monday, 28 October 2013

Art save me

Today artwork, I want to guess what you feel about it. That Take part of my ink against anger project. I feel weird ...probably depressed and useless...but I know its only what I feel and think through bad days...its endless and I hope yo find my good mood again !!

Wednesday, 16 October 2013

Ink against anger project

As I feel sometimes angry and as I am often at home I  am starting a new art project. It is just to make a channel to let my own anger flow into it not turning against people or against me. I harm myself saying I can't do anything good in my life...I decide to change that vicious state of mind. I want to recover soon as possible and I hope that art project will lead me to restore my selfconfidence lost due to injustices coming into my life recently.

I am considerably stucking in my studies I am really unsatisfied and couldn't do new projects in that domain.
So after Soc's project from Kristin I do my own and hope getting a real empowerment with pencils, lyra brushes and imagination.

I will tell you later if that works :) that can maybe let others to cure themselves in their turn


Comme parfois je me sens en colère et comme je suis à la maison j'ai eu envie de faire un nouveau projet. C'est juste pour canaliser mon énergie et laisser ma colère se dissoudre à l'intérieur donc ne la tourner ni vers moi ni vers les autres. Je me suis dit ces derniers temps que je ne suis bonne à rien et j'ai décidé de transformer cet état négatif en quelque chose de positif. Je veux retrouver mon équilibre et ce projet va m'aider à me retrouver malgré tout ce que je traverse.
j'aimerai aussi retrouver la confiance en moi que j'ai perdu.
 J'espère que ce projet portera ses fruits pour aider d'autres à faire de même.

Tuesday, 15 October 2013

some definitions of creativity


Creativity: The use of the imagination, or the use of original ideas, especially in the production of artistic work

Create: To bring something into existence; to cause something to happen as a result of one’s actions

Creative: Relating to or involving the imagination

Art: The expression or application of human creative imagination, typically in a visual form; works produced by imagination

Artistic: Having or revealing natural creative skill

Skill: An ability, particularly to do something well

I add writing and the life is marvelous :-) :-) 

Sunday, 13 October 2013

As I read her call

A friend wrote in a social network that her mum was again in Hospital to a New treatment round to her cancer. I've got this beautifull card so i deceided to send her a message of hope....she can't See people except her family... Must be hard and painful due to the treatment... I only hope it will be cured ...And to my friend she haS to be strong to her mum...to Care and love her...to bring her joy to be at her side...

Wednesday, 9 October 2013

100% color

Back on creating set my mind refuse to believe making new projects in other domains so here is a little dedication to me

When you stuck, stop yourself and create :-)

A small dedication to my mum 
She is ever here to give me comfort
Today she hug me when I took my breakfast
That what I really needed

Tuesday, 1 October 2013

Work done!

Shine like mind mapping and help to going under hardship a kind of "remember me if I am nor down".... Not denying anything only get strong as I can

New work in process...

I have had to be back at creation set...I have to give up a few days to my studies...I am in burn out ...and that kill my relationship with my professors...I have attaining my own limits...and hurt people ....so I did wrong ....just said sorry and...find peace in other ways... Creating will be the way even I face my fears and own doubts... Like lonely...But strong as ever ...just need to find energy and balance...time to sleep... To get in better mood...to look at positive things I hope art will help
So read my notebook and find words that give me ideas to create new cards :-) I will let you see later the final work its for instance draft...

I hang up like the little tomatoe hoping better days !!!!

Monday, 30 September 2013

My last work

I get so much tired of finding solutions to my studies that I forget to create
That is the reflection of my thoughts of the moment

Sunday, 15 September 2013

Yesterday afternoon while raining

Here is my work of yesterday. I find me again ...and be happy to share my blue emotions...:-) I love blue color and get  a new set of Lyra penbrushes...I now get more colors to express myself :-)

(Postcards -Lyra penbrushes-music raggae :-) )

Thursday, 12 September 2013

what the matter if....

Today I really wanted to enjoy my own body that was not really accurate, I was so stressful ...I have almost slept in the bus the noise of people talking was unbearable.
I am at that extremely sensitive and soo angious...but I wanted to draw something...and that is this.

Tomorrow meeting a new person , corean woman who need my help with her master work in French that is the best thing I can have that time :-) :-) really great big challenge one more I will add that "correction of master work Art therapy" on my CV :-).

Moving around :-) now I feel me more accurate to be useful to someone:-) .

Tuesday, 10 September 2013

Through hardhip

Sorry my friends I have no idea to create because I get hardship to my studies right now....that have let me be sad and occupied these last few weeks. I hope I can create soon as possible new things but...for instance I let me live against doubts and fighting moments...so that let me exhausted to create and have a free mind...I try today but that wasn't a good work according to me.
  But I hope to find the good way to having back such feeling of freedom and quiet time :-)

Thursday, 8 August 2013

New creation to Little me project

As I didn't want to watch TV too much I took my water color set and my Lyra pencils and I drew on a restaurant with a coffee. I felt bad but waiters and waitresses looked at me as I know everyone in the place. None asked me what I did but only check when they delivered orders outside. I have to do it again.

I worked about my Little me ™ project and I created a new character Theo.
I hope you'll love it :-) I love cool dude skaters or snowboarders ot surfersas we can find in US.

I also check a blog of a friend she said she feared to do things sometimes ...I feel person all very stressed and get too much fears.... I go outside my land a whole year without family.... I fear to make my life on my own and I remember what went wrong during my last trip to Germany I have to be self assured and currently I am not. I feel me without values, without qualities and its hard to deal with that destroying thoughts. Nevertheless, I will probably have had new experiences and new friendship...specially with my roommate :-) Andrea.
I fear loosing someone I love I won't do the mistake to not get tears...I did it one time and that destroyed me after that I won't hide my feelings again to be alive.

Dedication to IA : I feel like you fearing things...but I get the courage to face all what let me be uncomfortable I hope you try to do that to. As a hiding person only reading your blog...and to me you are not so hidden...weird???!

I also want to give a huge hug to my ayuuuu i miss you in hope you can meet me in Hamburg!!!

Wednesday, 31 July 2013

Personal expression

Yesterday I needed to express myself. I think that is better to get Little drawings which all together are complex and can be interpreted as you -watcher- want :-).
I love personally love drawing eyes eyes are the window of the soul and I personnaly can't loose my eyes there are precious to me I fear to loose my eyes it's crazy!

I feel frustrated to loose friends but I get back my fighting spirit! :-)

Monday, 29 July 2013

Sadness boosting creativity?

Since last week I struggle with a short depression and of lack of sleep (with heat that was hard)...all friends say to me hold on you can do it you are good friend...but yesterday evening  I try to paint a few but all that I could do reflect sadness and my inner sensitivity I ever hide this to people ..I am really  so but I can't cheat with Art...I fear people misunderstand me  or criticize me it is coming from teens time I can't earase all of that past...I only get tired to fight... Sometimes fighters want to give up but finally find inner strength to go ahead...I saw the us film  about Mohammad Ali yesterday on Tv ....

I draw eyes  and write my pain under it and also a black flack...and i realize that loosing a friend can be hurtful...and that this drawing is my yelling my way to express my disgust... Paradoxically that was the only friend I have had in my town... I realize I didn't know that person deeply...I wanted to get real friendship but... We need to give and commitment to eachother...

I think also to another friend of mine she will live in Italy....and guess ever how could we be far friend like this...I want to let grow this friendship but....only with internet... It will be to me really hard (if you read this post we talked about the matter and I have the feeling to loose you too...)

I know that I have a problem how to let my friends go and doing their own experiences without me....time back to teenage days omg hard to remember such things......that was 10 years ago omg he'd to live as I was in that time we can change our inner character right?

Monday, 22 July 2013

Back :-)

I am back after a small break but I can say that I hate moquitos because my ankle hurt is red and I have to cure it with clay. Otherwise that was a good time :-).  I take pictures of dragonflies and butterflies in fields of my friends that was a delicious moment in the nature.

Maybe I will try to draw and paint a dragonfly I am not sure to mastering well But I will try :-)

Monday, 15 July 2013

Days off

Then Wenesday I won't be at home....and don't plan to take any technology with me... :) as we said pollution and addiction of the mind come from internet and so on holiday no comp no tab...only my digit cam the countryside good friends...and sun (ow I hope it won't rain... ) lovely time

I won't forget you when I will be back I will read all your comments :) don't hesitate to do that right? ;)

Sunday, 14 July 2013

SOC and Hope...

I have worked on the previous color poll of Kristin blog, it seems that...SOC new combo is sepia & sage color. I have worked with watercolor and postcard set (that come from Düsseldorf, Germany). I guess myself what can be green and sepia at the same time and I remember of some desaster trees which were cut by the past in some forest when I wandered as Kid so I decide to present you my cutting tree and some new leafs...no Hope is bad, having hope let be more stronger...I say that to myself because I have nor problems with my accomodation in Hamburg and that won't be easy to find something but having hope is my optimistic way to be happy and not to stressful otherwise I will have back my stomach bugs and the pain is unbearable!

(sorry you've to turn your head !! I dunno why that don't work one more time!)

Bugs and Tummy

hi all,

to those who guess about my tummy, I get now better... ;) even I get stress I manage it better...
otherweise...I will be in holidays next week so... no posts till I come back I will you saying that :) I will be on countryside by friend but don't hesitate to...to comment my page right I will moderate it when I will be back :) Picturize in perspective...painting maybe with one friend getting the privilege to sunbath and to swim in their swiming pool maybe also seeing seaside :)

but tomorrow I will do my SOC work :) I just guess which color combo we'll get
to today here is my last pictures and the one with flying bugs was not made on purpose... I was very surprise lol...the lotus and the bridge where taken last thrusday...my family was taking a picnic outside we prepare the caravan and though we eat local made rillette and paté yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmiiii ;)

and the sunlight :)

Happy sunday all!!

Saturday, 13 July 2013

Tab and co first work

I got tablet so I design this with a drawing app I hope you'll love it... I can't sleep because of our national day some makes fireworks outside

Somone told me that my first little me ™ that seems to be like doug cartoon? Are you agree? Lol I draw that without purppose just to get fun and that will continue to exist I just think of making a concept of it to you all viewers

By the way nor comments came on my blog I just want to say thank you to your appreciation, comments and helpful care I need all of you!!!

Tuesday, 9 July 2013

Poetry and blog

Soften Pains
When people are giving up their dreams
When they get tears or fears
Good friend come to give you one hand
Or just hear you

Soften Pains
When you pray God to give you the patience
And the power to go ahead

Soften Pains
When you try to smile
When you try to feel comfort in life
While you think its over

Soften Pains
When you give without waiting something in return
When you get smile of a friend
When you ...begin to feel better 

A lil' bit advert to my poetic blog : writting in another way  
( I try to write in english...some people give me more confidence to use it !!)

19th century character

Walking by your side
Was my wish
But someone else get the place
So...I try to be free

(watercolor Daley and Rowney-Black Pilot fineliner-SOC Combo week 4)

In memory of the grand ma of my mum Alice

Ush ush Heat Art and Gardening :D

Waking up late today...It will be a hot day that is not really good but..this week we welcome in my town the tour de France (bike race...which is 100 years now) thrusday and friday so I can't go anywhere no bus no way to walk by this heat!

Otherweise I just pretend to be an artist but I have no ambition ALL YOUR COMMENTS make me go ahead like "the furious me" when I get encouraging thoughts...mum yiell that I am in computer too much she is right...but...I ever love to have a lot to do SOC give me the opportunity to create and to balance stress :)

So I want to introduce some flowers I get home thanks to my mum

Cactus flowers : RED SOC color

Orchidea :)

strawberrry flowers on my balcony (already get 4 straberries in preparation...huurrrray a yummi time in perspective :)!)...and I will take care of tomatoes :) hihi I have no garden but...just on my balcony all grow up and it is fantastic to me to care about nature!

Monday, 8 July 2013

A concept must be ...

Just read the comments :) which come today
Thank you to your nice reply
Yeas maybe I am more conceptual artist specially in paintings or drawings
But I want also that each one can interpret what I show here 
so to me a concept must be interpreted each time differently

Love is...

I dunno about love only that ...I don't like men behave as if I am an object that let me crazy...I become an old woman.....getting old let discover what you expect from your futur man....so I don't really care if ...beeing single is weird... toward attitude we can find the right one... :)

My lyra pencils are on the left corner its brush and pencils at the same time watercolor is made possible...
that is my favorite tool, otherweise I also use my watercolor set but...I am not a master... or cray from Germany ...I try to do like my mum...Mum master watercolor  since she is young almost like other blog-friends... (ever seen her with a set and some paper as child)... I am sure...learning take time...
I am more a global artist, I love being multitasking not only in art...and I prefer Picasso Dali or Miro painting or drawing (they are all from Spain ^^)

By the way simply enjoying a good talk with mum (she is now in holidays) to the breakfast was decreasing my stomachache nor today.... that is really hurtful -.- I will do with all day long as far as I can...

Have a good day and a huge week all!

The SOC combo rock this week red let me think about love...I hope you can also find inspiration

Sunday, 7 July 2013

Extravert-Narcis W&B picture-When I get fear

When I get fears 
I think none can understand me
Even my relatives
I hide my black thoughts behind a huge wall
And fake to get well
Maybe though I lye 
But it is the only way to protect people
Of my bad feelings
Othersweise they can think I am fool

But it is my sensitivity!