Personal expression

Yesterday I needed to express myself. I think that is better to get Little drawings which all together are complex and can be interpreted as you -watcher- want :-).
I love personally love drawing eyes eyes are the window of the soul and I personnaly can't loose my eyes there are precious to me I fear to loose my eyes it's crazy!

I feel frustrated to loose friends but I get back my fighting spirit! :-)

Sadness boosting creativity?

Since last week I struggle with a short depression and of lack of sleep (with heat that was hard)...all friends say to me hold on you can do it you are good friend...but yesterday evening  I try to paint a few but all that I could do reflect sadness and my inner sensitivity I ever hide this to people ..I am really  so but I can't cheat with Art...I fear people misunderstand me  or criticize me it is coming from teens time I can't earase all of that past...I only get tired to fight... Sometimes fighters want to give up but finally find inner strength to go ahead...I saw the us film  about Mohammad Ali yesterday on Tv ....

I draw eyes  and write my pain under it and also a black flack...and i realize that loosing a friend can be hurtful...and that this drawing is my yelling my way to express my disgust... Paradoxically that was the only friend I have had in my town... I realize I didn't know that person deeply...I wanted to get real friendship but... We need to give and commitment to eachother...

I think also to another friend of mine she will live in Italy....and guess ever how could we be far friend like this...I want to let grow this friendship but....only with internet... It will be to me really hard (if you read this post we talked about the matter and I have the feeling to loose you too...)

I know that I have a problem how to let my friends go and doing their own experiences without me....time back to teenage days omg hard to remember such things......that was 10 years ago omg he'd to live as I was in that time we can change our inner character right?

Back :-)

I am back after a small break but I can say that I hate moquitos because my ankle hurt is red and I have to cure it with clay. Otherwise that was a good time :-).  I take pictures of dragonflies and butterflies in fields of my friends that was a delicious moment in the nature.

Maybe I will try to draw and paint a dragonfly I am not sure to mastering well But I will try :-)

Days off

Then Wenesday I won't be at home....and don't plan to take any technology with me... :) as we said pollution and addiction of the mind come from internet and so on holiday no comp no tab...only my digit cam the countryside good friends...and sun (ow I hope it won't rain... ) lovely time

I won't forget you when I will be back I will read all your comments :) don't hesitate to do that right? ;)

SOC and Hope...

I have worked on the previous color poll of Kristin blog, it seems that...SOC new combo is sepia & sage color. I have worked with watercolor and postcard set (that come from Düsseldorf, Germany). I guess myself what can be green and sepia at the same time and I remember of some desaster trees which were cut by the past in some forest when I wandered as Kid so I decide to present you my cutting tree and some new leafs...no Hope is bad, having hope let be more stronger...I say that to myself because I have nor problems with my accomodation in Hamburg and that won't be easy to find something but having hope is my optimistic way to be happy and not to stressful otherwise I will have back my stomach bugs and the pain is unbearable!

 

(sorry you've to turn your head !! I dunno why that don't work one more time!)

Bugs and Tummy

hi all,

to those who guess about my tummy, I get now better... ;) even I get stress I manage it better...
otherweise...I will be in holidays next week so... no posts till I come back I will you saying that :) I will be on countryside by friend but don't hesitate to...to comment my page right I will moderate it when I will be back :) Picturize in perspective...painting maybe with one friend getting the privilege to sunbath and to swim in their swiming pool maybe also seeing seaside :)

but tomorrow I will do my SOC work :) I just guess which color combo we'll get
to today here is my last pictures and the one with flying bugs was not made on purpose... I was very surprise lol...the lotus and the bridge where taken last thrusday...my family was taking a picnic outside we prepare the caravan and though we eat local made rillette and paté yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmiiii ;)

and the sunlight :)

Happy sunday all!!

Tab and co first work

I got tablet so I design this with a drawing app I hope you'll love it... I can't sleep because of our national day some makes fireworks outside

Somone told me that my first little me ™ that seems to be like doug cartoon? Are you agree? Lol I draw that without purppose just to get fun and that will continue to exist I just think of making a concept of it to you all viewers

By the way nor comments came on my blog I just want to say thank you to your appreciation, comments and helpful care I need all of you!!!