Art save me

Today artwork, I want to guess what you feel about it. That Take part of my ink against anger project. I feel weird ...probably depressed and useless...but I know its only what I feel and think through bad days...its endless and I hope yo find my good mood again !!

Ink against anger project

As I feel sometimes angry and as I am often at home I  am starting a new art project. It is just to make a channel to let my own anger flow into it not turning against people or against me. I harm myself saying I can't do anything good in my life...I decide to change that vicious state of mind. I want to recover soon as possible and I hope that art project will lead me to restore my selfconfidence lost due to injustices coming into my life recently.

I am considerably stucking in my studies I am really unsatisfied and couldn't do new projects in that domain.
So after Soc's project from Kristin I do my own and hope getting a real empowerment with pencils, lyra brushes and imagination.

I will tell you later if that works :) that can maybe let others to cure themselves in their turn


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PROJET ENCRE CONTRE COLERE


Comme parfois je me sens en colère et comme je suis à la maison j'ai eu envie de faire un nouveau projet. C'est juste pour canaliser mon énergie et laisser ma colère se dissoudre à l'intérieur donc ne la tourner ni vers moi ni vers les autres. Je me suis dit ces derniers temps que je ne suis bonne à rien et j'ai décidé de transformer cet état négatif en quelque chose de positif. Je veux retrouver mon équilibre et ce projet va m'aider à me retrouver malgré tout ce que je traverse.
j'aimerai aussi retrouver la confiance en moi que j'ai perdu.
 J'espère que ce projet portera ses fruits pour aider d'autres à faire de même.

some definitions of creativity

http://twloha.com/blog/creativity-enemy-depression

Creativity: The use of the imagination, or the use of original ideas, especially in the production of artistic work

Create: To bring something into existence; to cause something to happen as a result of one’s actions

Creative: Relating to or involving the imagination

Art: The expression or application of human creative imagination, typically in a visual form; works produced by imagination

Artistic: Having or revealing natural creative skill

Skill: An ability, particularly to do something well


I add writing and the life is marvelous :-) :-) 

As I read her call

A friend wrote in a social network that her mum was again in Hospital to a New treatment round to her cancer. I've got this beautifull card so i deceided to send her a message of hope....she can't See people except her family... Must be hard and painful due to the treatment... I only hope it will be cured ...And to my friend she haS to be strong to her mum...to Care and love her...to bring her joy to be at her side...

100% color

Back on creating set my mind refuse to believe making new projects in other domains so here is a little dedication to me

When you stuck, stop yourself and create :-)

A small dedication to my mum 

She is ever here to give me comfort

Today she hug me when I took my breakfast

That what I really needed

Work done!

Shine like mind mapping and help to going under hardship a kind of "remember me if I am nor down".... Not denying anything only get strong as I can

New work in process...

I have had to be back at creation set...I have to give up a few days to my studies...I am in burn out ...and that kill my relationship with my professors...I have attaining my own limits...and hurt people ....so I did wrong ....just said sorry and...find peace in other ways... Creating will be the way even I face my fears and own doubts... Like lonely...But strong as ever ...just need to find energy and balance...time to sleep... To get in better mood...to look at positive things I hope art will help
So read my notebook and find words that give me ideas to create new cards :-) I will let you see later the final work its for instance draft...

I hang up like the little tomatoe hoping better days !!!!